This needs...

In the absence of other things to do, I decided to clean the house this afternoon .. It was not a lot of cleaning. First I went into the kitchen and took a look around, everything seemed to be in place; the dishes didn't need washing, the table did not need cleaning, even the kitchen sink did not need to be cleaned. So I went on to the next project: the living room. But even there, I found that the dam did not need dusting, the dirty did not need vacuuming, even the curtains did not need changing. A bit irritated, I went to the place where I know that always needs to be cleaned. With my mouth wide open, I realized that the shower did not need cleaning, the plates did not need polishing, even the shampoos did not need changing.

Half disappointed I lay inmy bed staring at the ceiling, just like I always do when I need to think. My thoughts turned quickly into facts as I, with a lump in my stomach, realized that it is not the physical things that need order, it is my inside that needsto be sorted out a bit. My trust needs replacing and my heart needs fixing!